Feeling sorry for myself...

when it was my fault I got into the situation.

I will make this quick and I know so many of you will think I am overreacting which I know I am!

Anyway, I have to top my phone up (£10) before the 1st of each month to receive unlimited texts and internet and £10 call time the next month. So, if I want the 'allowances' as T-Mobile calls them, in say January, I need to top up £10 before the 1st January to receive them. I have been doing this for two years and never once missed a month where I have forgot to top up my phone. So yesterday, the 1st, I was happily texting away and using the internet on my phone to my hearts content, until I suddenly got a text saying "you have 94p remaining...", my immediate thought "SHIT", I had completely forgot to top it up. 

This is probably what my face was like.

So now I have no unlimited texts or internet on my phone for a whole month. And I really rely on my texts, as I have previously mentioned before, me and my boyfriend do not live close to each other, so we rely on texting a lot of the time. Now I can't even text him, the month when it is Christmas and coming up to New Year and the month I am going away down south to see family, so he won't be able to call and I won't be able to go on Skype. Then I rely on the internet to check my emails, which I very often urgently need to check. Pfft.

I have let myself down big time.

I know, I know, I agree it is my fault and I am a little annoyed fucking pissed off with myself. Pardon my language. It has just upset me most that I forgot one little thing in the month that it's Christmas. Like tonight, we are putting up the Christmas tree and I was going to send a picture to Matt and my friend of the tree, but now I can't. 

But my lovely, lovely, lovely boyfriend topped my phone up with £20 this morning, so that has got to last me a whole month, that is 200 texts when I usually send about 3000. Ouch. (Although I can get a text bundle for 300 texts to last the month which I think I am going to have to get!)

December has not started well.

Have you had any problems so far to start the month off?

Hope you are all well. 

~Jazz

...ahaha I have just noticed that I have 1234 pageviews. 
Is this sad that I found this amazing, almost like it was impossible that it could be 1234?
Oh I can be so incredibly sad at times! Although thank you so much for the views!